sourcream&onion

2006-11-07T04:00:00.000-08:00

MOVED(:

BWAHAHA.

now all i have to do is, ADD THE LINKS!

<3>

2006-11-04T23:56:00.000-08:00

i seriously dislike the sch to a very LARGE extent right now.
1st you took away our coach, and now, even our court. ):
i thought there were no more tears left to cry. but i guess i was wrong..
i`ll miss you, coach.
i`ll miss you, charlie the lizard.
i`ll miss you, big shady tree.
i`ll miss the times we had in that court. we trained, bonded, even lay there looking at the blue sky. good and bad times were spent there, and those memories will always stay in my mind(:
but we`ll def try our best to get what we owned back, and at least.. there's still basketball. comon team we'll get through this together<3>

MOVING SOON(:

2006-11-02T05:55:00.000-08:00

LALALA. im a darn lazy pig!

hahaha i kept napping tdy!

nothing else to do and dint feel like going downstairs. i wish there was sch):

neways tmr there's going to be training!

YEAH! can see vic & simin & bel.

YAYNESS!

for the birthday party thing, bel and i might just be dressing as bungs.

BWAHAHA.

i've gotta go save money! i wnt a new handphone! :D

mine's durable and all, but it's dull and boring.

TRALALALA i LOOVE egg toufu.

LOADS<3

hahaha the hotplate one! SO NICE(:

im talking to bel and wx and simin and lp on the phone now!

chaotic as it is when everybody's talking it's kinda fun.(:

well, had chi tuition tdy! its boring...

shakalakalakalaka!

2006-10-30T05:25:00.000-08:00

today was a super unlucky day. UNLUCKY!

1st was the SHOCKING NEWS,

then was the rain,

then the laptop didnt work,

now dad's howling at me.

how could the school do this to us?! wth la. im super pissed now because of this idiotic matter. cried too much to cry anymore..

we did so much. contributed so much.

in fact we're the most hyper group of people.

so it's just going to end like that?!

wt. the only reason i went to st margs was because of that, and you're just gonna take it away frm me.

im so going to BURN!

sis knws abt it cause i just told her but my parents still dont knw..

i'll be darn pissed if they're gna say that its good for my studies.

somebody, CHEER ME UP.

well, rain? hmm according to vic, it makes scalps itch. HAHA

laptop; I WAS DYING TO WATCH BLEACH LA! GRRR. but now it works so, ohwell(:

i lost dad's goggles.yeah. but uncle fred called and now he's not flaring so i guess they must have taken it for me :D THANKS!

tao kae noi is so darn addictive. its my COCAINE!

lalala. oh and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH(:

i've been a lazy blogger. a really lazy blogger. HAH. tmr's the last of leadership training!

i tell you, be grateful if you dont need to go for it cause its horribly BORING. ohoh and the class jersey is super. erm. unique? HAHA. i`ll take a pic to share(:

hmm, it's been 1 and 1/2 yrs.. it;s been wonderful there.. but it has always been difficult to keep up and to continue going on.. i dont knw what would have happened if i didnt do that, or what would have happened if you didnt say that either.

okay DE-STRESSSSSS! by watching WASHING POWDER!

ZOOMZOOM! zooms POWERFUL GEN.

BWAHAHAHHA

2006-10-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

i dont knw what to do. ive gotton myself into the same mess i got into.

just that now, some things are different.

GRAHHHHH!

ate dim sum tdy.. was full suprisingly fast tdy.

perharps i had no appetite...

after that went to eat prata, BUT NO PRATA!

so sat on the SWINGS and stuff(:

tried to bluff ben imp amanda and sandra,

but i think i laughed too much :D

HAHAHA.

wht do you expect?! i always have laughing gas in me.

neways, im feeling absolutely confused..

managed to rant abit to amanda,

abt what we did.

i was totally reminded of it when i was swinging...

right there, you & me. singing some song i dont even know..

tell me please.<3>

i need to know to make that decision..

feel the rain on your skin

no one else can feel it for you only you can let it in

no one else, no else can speak the words on your lips.

drench yourself in words unspoken,

live your life with arms wide opens,

tdy is where your book begins,

the rest is still unwritten..

2006-10-18T06:07:00.000-07:00

LALALA there was DOTS connection tdy! i was pretty sleepy the whole day till i went out with the merawoodians for PRATA! unfortunately, they only started selling at 4. >:( ate cup noodles! hahaha dint tell mum abt the cup noodles part in case she started reprimanding me again!

sooo went to play bball, and was so tired i wanted to sleep on the court,

tempting CERTAIN people to try and throw the ball at me =/

thenthenthen i tried playing bball with a one dollar coin, but ended up almost losing it.

HAHA(:

i feel like slping, but i dont ever want tmr to come. im gna lose my freedom tmr.. because my results are so CRAP. CRAPPY results la. and i havent done my zuowen!

i better go do now. BYEBYEBYE!

2006-10-17T05:28:00.000-07:00

im crapping alot now. went to sch, went googoogaga over shin with stasha.. SHIN(: so hot. huhu ( a new word invented after crapping with belle ) HAHA. soooo neways, dots connection is really fun. FUNFUNFUN.

i dont knw who to talk to..

its over.. i knw it. you'll never say those words again and i'll never say what i really wanted to.

so many things are running through my mind..

parents,

friends,

results,

bball,

you.

so many things i wished could be happy after thinking abt them..

pure dissapointment. total irritance.

GAH, i dont knw who to talk to.

im thinking of talking to you..

can i please talk to you without worrying and wishing you`ll say stuff to make me happy?

2006-10-15T20:52:00.000-07:00

goong's sad. ): yul's being such a nice guy la. and shin is super funny trying to be sweet to cheungyang.. so sweet la the story. the last epi made me cry and cry. cry as in the *tears roll down face *gasp* another tear rolls down *gasp*. YEAH.

1st time a kdrama made me cry buckets.

SO SAD.

so. GOONG SEASON TWO.

coming out in FEB next yr. HEH HEH HEH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN(:

sometimes i wonder why my parents are so darn restrictive.

GAH.

i wanna go out! on nat teow's birthday!

but then i dont think mum will allow.. since i went out ytd with church clique..

and tdy i wanted to go out with belle..

2006-10-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

CAUSE I LOVE YOU

just played bball. i wanted to watch goong super badly, but then.... i missed bball ALOTALOT(:so decided to play tdy!

tdy was fun.. bowling and all with church clique + nicol..

HAHA suria was showing!

kept laughing at the really gay guy and the engine he took.. hahaha (:

I LOVE GOONG MAN.

its supersuper addictive. luckily i didnt watch during the exams la!

if not confirm wont study alr..

i cant wait to turn on the teevee and hurry watch!

SHIN is so darn sweet!!! as in in the ltr part of the show..

if you're watching the channel u one,

you might not like him cause he's super cold to the crown princess..

but after that.. HE'S SO SWEET!!!!! super nice la.

i wont spoil the story by telling you which episode made me cry THREE TIMES.

so sad okay!): but neways.. i think i better not watch tdy.. i dont have the last episode so better not.. if not im gonna shout "WEIZHE YOU IDIOT!" HAHA.

anyhoo, lotsa pple are online now. i want to watch goong season 2!

its coming out in feb. IVE GOT TO GET MY HANDS ON IT.

NOWNOWNOW!

so now right, i rly need to bathe cause im drenched in sweat but my cousins are using the toilet.. oh and i need to call simin to ask what time the leadership training is..

LALALALA.

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

joan, pearl, vic, wanxin, nicol's BIRTHDAYS. are comin soon!

I DONT CARE I WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU GUYS.

other than wanxin, im going to sydney on her birthday ): srysry..

NEWAYS, i'll surprise you and call you on yr birthday(: SO RIGHT, those who knw wanxin,

DONT TELL HER KAY? she doesnt read my blog so no worries.

OKAY GTA GO

i love goong and *.

SHIN IS SO HANDSOME! LU SO SHUAI!

shin has CHARISMA man.

2006-10-10T07:16:00.000-07:00

im mugging. and mugging. and mugging. i just feel like giving up maths. no matter how much i do i just dont seem to rmb or understand. pfft. maths paper 1 makes my blood BOIL. so irritating! i actually KNEW how to do that stupid last qn. just that i forgot because of my STM. GRAAAAAAAAAAAH. sian laaaaa. so now im studying for maths paper 2, which seems thoroughly pointless because im at the verge of falling asleep, and im studying for lit as well, which it a total bore. why cant we be tested on R&J instead? there are sooo many things to look out for and mention in animal farm, and with my STM, OF COURSE I WONT BE ABLE TO RMB RIGHT. im dead. dead flopping fish. FISHHHH. ?!?!?! crap im talking nonsense cause ive studied too much(: IT HAS BEEN PROVEN BY GEN LOW THAT STUDYING MAKES YOU TALK CRAP. the 1st part of my IH paper was written in haste.. i did not exactly read the qn and answer it directly.. so i think the 1st part is screwed but i think there's hope in the SEQ.. i hope. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i shall continue being in my realm of boredom in studying LIT. gosh i cant imagine taking lit elec next yr man. HIST = <333

2006-10-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

YOURE ONLINE (:
but you're not talking. -.- RAWRRRRRRR. im taking a short break. studied frm 3+ to 7. CRAZZZZZEEEHHH. 1st time i stardee like SIAO lor. then after blogging im gna continue STARDEEING! comon everybody ADD OIL! ive got one more darn week to go. i think im gonna drink 10 bottles of chicken essence :/ i have maths paper one tmr and IH! my worries are basically these two plus science plus maths paper two plus lit. okay then its almost everything . neways im irritated la. ONLINE THEN DONT TALk. still keep logging in some more. >:( sooo i think im going back to MUGGING. study like siao alr.. hope i can do well for maths! or cannot get into Amaths! the teachers said the math paper is a KILLER. and my math has always been lousy since like. P2? GRAHHH. so, i better study now and i shant wait anymore for yr reply. pfft. bye then i better get over my exams(:

2006-10-08T06:36:00.000-07:00

hm. was quite sad just now when i saw something. made me doubt even more :/ i guess... she does doesnt she? ahh wells. its good for * then. (: i wish i knw who its meant for. i cant believe im going somewhere during to hols so near yet so far frm you. ): i dont want to be the middle person.. holding you back from something you want. AWW SHUCKS IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING! darn. :/

2006-10-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

i went out to stardee ytd! at some really far place.. PAYA LEBAR [sp?] haha merawoodians would knw its SUPER far away. 14 MRT stops okay!! so far. ): i had to wear my sis' shorts cause she wore my FBTs and my other FBTs were in the wash. >:( SO SHORT LA her nike shorts! aiyo. so i went to change there (: TO BBALL JERSEEEEY! yay! so stardee-ed at macs there cause KFC no space.. we studied and played and ate(: stupid goreng pisang not nice one! haha pasa malam cheat my money. wx and i tried to "THUCK" the straws but then it was too hard so we wanted to go to KFC to get a straw but we dint dare! HAHA(: so in the end simin went. and she only took one -.- neways wx took it!! SHE CHEAPSKATE LEHH!!! HAHA SHE "THUCK" IT HERSELF!!! she bit one side and holding it with one hand "thucked" it with the other. ): not fair. HAHAHA(: was funny anyways. so after that i went to simin's hse and hanged out for a while b4 my mum came to pick me up. sooo that was the main thing for the day(: oh and thanks to junwen, i realised something!!!! i can do 3 point fadeaways! but confirm airball la. heeheehahahoho.

[losing you is the thing im most afraid of.] makes me feel so terribly guilty. and i cant stand the fact not knowing who its meant for even for that one factor left standing. so now i wish you'd just reply tell me what and tell me why. i knw you'd thought only she'd reply i wish you knew i would too. what you said in it meant so much to me only i didnt knw whether it was for me. inuyasha; that night we watched the movie, but u watched it with her too. you werent here; well we both werent. :/ 1 but i wished 2; it could well be either of us. although we're, i really dont knw who its meant for. lollies remind me of you. you seriously have a severe sweet tooth! haha(: well those were the days all three of us wish would happen again right? i wish you'd tell me soon. ):

2006-10-05T04:51:00.000-07:00

im watching mr.fighting! haha.. its so sad la, boohoohoos... i was watching a barbie movie advertisement. SO FUNNY LA. haha. "you get a change to meet barbie as princess genevieve!"HAHA.
mugmugmugmugmug. like some siao person la. but i cant seem to concentrate! i think im thinking of too many things. :/ hmm. yeah i received something(: YAY. its a EMAIL. im always happy when i get EMAILS(: cause they're nice and they make me HAPPY! HAHA. im crapping. too much stress frm homework la! AIYOH. tsktsktsk.

good luck to everyone for their exams! add oil add oil!!!

2006-10-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

sian. why must you people call?! i told you no, im going to say no, and the answer IS no. tmd. ): i alr knw wht i want. so stop bugging me.

where are you? you're supposed to save me from this moment and take me away.

2006-10-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

if you're happy and you know it clap your hands! *CLAPCLAPCLAPCLAPCLAP*
im happy. i think i finally knw what i wnt and wht im waiting for. (: and i think i have a huge fear of rejection. :D hahahaha IM HIGH LA. frm warheads liquid candy. YAY ME(: HAHAHAHA. aites sch was a bore. and prodots was a HORRORRR. yup. so im going back to my mugging! BYEBYE(:

2006-10-02T07:14:00.000-07:00

2006-10-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

SHOWTIME WAS FUN(: AWWWESOMEEEEE :D
its worth being piled up with geisha makeup and miniskirts and my hair being styled by the mediacorp pple. SO COOL LUH. hahahaha. (: (: (: (:

I DONT KNW WHAT TO DO NOW. ): GRAH. i cant stop thinking abt it la. SIAN!! not as if it will ever happen to me.. maybe on simin.. but not me.. so i really should stop thinking abt it.. ): i cant cheer up.. not now.. i really really wish i didnt have to let this happen.. i wished i had controlled it. i wish i wish i wish. and if my wishes were tht effective he would have been back by now. ): im a sad sad sad sad sad girlio.

2006-09-27T05:28:00.000-07:00

OH NO! oh me oh my. I just realized tht besides my eng exam tmr, I HAVE MY HE COMMON TEST! oh mymy. i still have to memorize my formats, which ive half done, yes i spent lotsa time slacking =/ and now i have an added load of my home econs test which was pushed back specially for me because i had showtime on fri. oh wait, the mediacorp pple are coming to see our cheer right? eh. then how i do my test. GOSH. im probably the blurrest person in the world. I DINT SEE WQ IN THE BUS LA. hahaha. HOW COME I DINT KNW?! ehh some more peep at my sms arh! HAHAHA. i should get a stardee partner. SOON. so tht whoever it is can hypnotise me to stardee. YESYES.(: i`ll pay a gummy bear per hour. HAHA. measly pay i knw, but wht do you expect?

im still troubled. by so many things. i just cant figure out life.. and math. GRAH. im gna pull my hair out): funny mood swings hur. but seriously, things have been going so bad ive considered "cutting grass" in my juniors' lang. ive nvr thought tht i`d think of doing tht. NEVER. its childish.. but now tht im reminded of scarred hands, i dnt think im gna think of tht again. i hope.

i knw i have good friends.. who'll will never betray nor backstab me. yet im never sure of who will. ): thanks simin, for listening to all my troubles. I LOVE YOUUU. <3

is it selfish to have someone there when you have someone elsewhere? sometimes i'd wish it'd never happened. but yet if it never did, i wouldnt have had such an awesome time. swinging. reminds me of the playground.. and the time you tried to stuff some energy bar in my mouth just because i dint wnt to eat -.- the seatbelt incident, tht last episode of inuyasha, and tht dog poo. (: those were the good days. when we were still young and didnt knw much.. yet now, so many things are running in my mind & questions keep ringing in my head. somehow, i still wish i could see you.

2006-09-27T03:04:00.000-07:00

WHERE ARE YOU NOW?

2006-09-27T01:08:00.000-07:00

ENG EXAM TMR! wow time passes super fast man. NEWAYS, i've gta go memorise my formats for letter writing. i brought back LOADS or stuff tdy. MY BAG WAS SO HEAVY! and the box too. haha PICS(: of BOB! and the heavyheavy books i had to carry home. ): fortunately nat teow's mum fetched me home or i would have DIED walking up the hill man.

TEXT BOOKS, WORKBOOKS, FILES!

BOB!!! <3

i decided to finally use the cam uncle mike gave me! :D YAYEES! i have a digi cam now! hahah. even though it is rather fat. im going to name it though, ANY OFFERS? haha(: i have got to go pack up room and stuff. my drawer is soooo full! should i go downstairs? hmm. i wnt to but i dont think i`ll stardee. i`ll just be super hyper then come up and think ive stardeed but i actually havent. YESYES.

anyhoo, WHY DIDNT JON WIN??? ): NEVER MIND. I`LL ALWAYS SUPPORT JON LEONG! at least his album will never be sold in plaza sing for $4. NONO i dont mean taufik or hady. (: AHHHH GOONG ADVERTISEMENT! i wanna watch!! it looks darn funny! :D oo kinder bueno advertisement. EHEHEHE i two pkts on the dining table now(: fellow kiwi chocolate lover! I KNW YOU WNT KINDER BUENO TOO :D

aites i think i better tidy up my room.. i might go downstairs. at FIVE(: PACKPACKPACKPACKPACKING SPREE! (:

2006-09-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

IM BORED. darn there's nothing to do. haha im watching boston legal while talking to FRENS online. fortunately they dnt slp so early. or i`ll be LONEEEELYYYY.
neways, im glad to have such frens. OH NO! BELLE JUST TOLD ME I HATE LISTENING COMPRE TMR!! blehhhh i have such severe stm luh. ):
so right, its good to have good fren like these who remind you at 11.14 that u have listening compre the next day. (:
im RRRRREALLY bored, which is why im blabbering nonsense.
sometimes, you really dnt knw whether some fren assuming her name is BARNEY, is talking behind yr back, or saying things she really doesnt mean like "i dont like BLAHBLAHBLAH* and she ends up to be some really good fren of blahx3 and tells her tht you've been talking bad stuff behind her back. okay whtever. ):
blehh im not sure *BARNEY* is really such a good friend afterall. ): ): ):

2006-09-23T02:55:00.000-07:00

LALALA. i would like to start off by saying, today is international GEN day! (: pls change yr nick to something with GEN inside to show tht you CHERISH her. :D HAHAHAHA. okay finefine. you all need oxyGEN. and vitaGEN is good for yr digestion!
OKAY. ytd was crazyyy. 3 girls ran after the guys la. HAHA. one hit imperial's butt, one wnted to kiss marcus mo, and one said "we're GIRLS and we like to kiss boys!". and we didnt even do anything to them. AND BEN was so irritated he said something which probably shocked the girl. HAHAHA. ytd i didnt rlly stardee la. was more of bullying jarrold :D hahaha. EH IM NOT ANGRY LA. more of rather emo(: BUT after i went upstairs and talked to KIWI, i got pretty hyper.. oh and alexus [ i dont knw hw to spell it ] IS SO CUTE. he did that "YO" thing with me! haha. TODAY, i read an sms saying "can meet in sch at 9?" for showtime.. and i panicked. cause it was like 9.15. SO i decided to........... take my time. HAHA. i watched powerpuff girls!! (: wnted to watch pokemon but it was quite late so i left. thennnn at sch met simin they all.. lunch was disgusting! it was BEIBEI MIAN! dont ever eat the chicken flavour from myojo. its SICK. argh. there was no super chicken [ the purple one ] so in the end had to eat the myojo one right. AT SCH, crapped alot, realised two juniors whom i just got to knw tdy were weezee's fren's frens! haha yes i actually rmb anna's face. it's annabelle la but anna is nice cause i can spell it backwards! sooo they were sam's friends. or somewhat like that. hahaha. i dint rmb jessie though. SHE'S SO TALL! haha! thenthen shini's dad sent me home(: playing with shini's billabong wallet is sooooo fun :D tmr i think might need to meet for showtime again but i dont wnt to! miss --- keeps asking us to change it. BLAH.
i might go down tdy.. maybe at night la not in the afternoon. :D aites GENeral GEN goes POOF!

2006-09-20T07:00:00.000-07:00

i cant log into MSN! so irritating i tell you. BLAH. i think im the only one who cant. oh WOW i just managed to. but i bet they'll kick me out again. GRAH! anyhoo, tdy was QUITE productive. i finished my comprehension!(: LALALA i re-vandalised weezee's eraser, because velo and dayong re-vandalised it. HAHA I POKED IT SO MANY TIMES:D hilarious la. i cant stand the internet connection. oh and i still have to write some essay thing for LIT! pfft. i might not take lit elective afterall. im being chased away by unseen prose! *runs for life* its so frustrating i tell you. how am i supposed to elaborate on a short story?! "whts the main conflict?" uhh. i dnt knw. okay i do. im just lazy to write can. HAHA.
anyhoo, mum dint nag tdy.. i kinda explained ytd abt stuff and i think she understands.. (: YAY! and thanks to (.)" who suggested doing one leg squats when im angry? hahaha :D
nowadays we're always stardee-ing instead of playing bball.. which is GOOD(: sense of satisfaction when i get hme! MR.FIGHTING. is ohsonice but ohsosad. AWW. ):
we saw ian in the pool tdy. he is franky fat! HAHAHA(:
ENOUGHHH blogging fer tdy(: ADIOS!

2006-09-20T01:31:00.000-07:00

STARDEE STREEEEEAK. haha thats why i have NO TIME TO STARDEE! ytd i left the laptop on.. and in the middle of the night i woke up and i saw the laptop light on and i realised i forgot to turn it off! hahaha.. so i got out of bed and i dint really bother to read the messages pple sent when i was sleeping.. i think it was weezee and waikeat..
tdy lit was so boring. ): during chinese i did ZUO WEN! oh so proud(: hahaha tdy supposed to stay back for showtime cheer leading, BUT i had stomachache. >< so had to go back home 1st.. its like.. on and off, which is super irritating. BLAH. im down ltr to see weezee's pretty eraser! OH NO im supposed to go now. whoops. anyhoo, MY PARENTS ARE NAGGY PEOPLE! they keep asking me to stardee, WHICH I DO. and it's stressing me out. the only reason why they say so is because when im stardee-ing, THEY NEVER SEEM TO SEE! so they think that i nvr stardee even though i tell them i do. so i dont tell them if i have tests cause they'll just NAG more, and after my tests i`ll be like, "i have test you dont think i`ll stardee meh?" GRRRRAAHHHH. blabber. OH NONONONONO!!!!! i forgot. im supposed to go to ikea TDY. and i was supposed to ask moses whether he was going. OPPPS. SORRY NICOL. ): okok i better go now! ADIOT!

2006-09-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

AHAHAHA MORE QUIZZES! they're fun(:

1. whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet? erm just a whole bunch of neos(:
2. what time do you go to bed? when im TIRED?
3. what's on your mind just now? "must rmb to bring claudia's PE shirt to sch"
4. what was the latest movie you saw? .... stm.. cannot rmb...
5. when was the last time you went out? tdy? to church :D
6.what do you hate the most for now? no one(:
7. what things you want to do now? i want to go somewhere FAR FAR AWAY:D oh and eat kinder bueno.
8. what do you do everyday besides eatand sleep? STARDEE. and TALK. alotalot
9. talked on the phone just to say goodnight? uhm. nope
10. miss someone? HAHA(:
11. are you a coffee addict? EEYER.
12. are you satisfied with your life now? quite..
13. will you share a glass of water with afriend? YES(:
14.when was the last time you ate seafood? er. i ate fish just now. is that counted?
15. ever had a food fight? YES. on my birthday. only thing was i was the only target.
16. what do you usually eat for breakfast? nothing..
17. Lost a friendship over something stupid? yeahh..
18. what's your favorite fast food chain? burgerking and macs!
19. Can you remember what you did onthe first day of your school in college? not yet in college
20. who's on ur mind? SOMEONE. lol
21. did you ever cheat during exam? nope.
22. how's your heart lately? ITS PUMPIN!
23. what reminds you of your 1st love? tong hua(:
24. ever had a crush on a teacher? EEEEEE NO LAH.
25. things that you need everyday? GOD, HANDPHONE, WALLET, MP3, PARENTS, FRIENDS, L-O-V-E.

2006-09-17T02:29:00.000-07:00

IM GOING NUTS
do you know what im doing?!
im stuffing SPICY chips in my mouth and downing them with ice cold water. see? its proven that people go nuts frm studying. :D

2006-09-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

LALALALALA i seriously dont feel like studying. ARGH. its the worst thing to do on a rainy, dreamy day. but i slept so much ytd im so not tired. NEWAYS, i spent the whole night thinking abt *. ANDDDDDD I realised i havent seen you in such a long long time. its weird how i dont wnt to make tht decision. yeah. anyhw, i rly hope to see you soon if you're coming in the hols. (: i wont make tht decision now.. not now not till i see you again. ARGHBRAHBLAH i cant standstandstand thinking abt all this. it makes my head spin =/

Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth :D the most atrocious wuliao phobia ive ever heard off. anyhoo, cheers to anyone feeling down tdy(:

p.s ARE U GUYS SERIOUS ABT MERAWOODS BAND?! ive alr decided to be....... THE FINANCIAL MANAGER :D HEH HEH.

2006-09-15T06:46:00.000-07:00

im veryveryvery sian of studying. yesyes i know i said i wouldnt blog but im BORED :/ so neways here's a quiz frm friendster.

Can you name 13 of ur friends that u canthink of right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath untilyou write the names of all 13 people.This is a lot funnier if you actuallyrandomly list the names first.No Cheating!!!
1. belindaaaa
2. allysa
3. simin
4. natalie teow
5. vivien!
6.sandra
7. weizhe
8. ben
9. wan heng
10. calvin
11. priscilla
12. pammy!
13. ?! ermm TKL(:

How did you meet 10? calvin- family friend(:
What would you do if you had never met 2? ally- DIEEEEEE :/
What would you do if 6 and 10 dated? sandra & cal - HAHAHAHA kinda impossible(:
Have you ever seen 3 cry? simin - hmm. a few times..
Do you think 10 is cute? cal - ermmm.. YES :D
How did you get to know 8? ben- neighbour?
Would you ever go on a date with number 12? pammy- HUH? hahaha im STRAIGHT! and so is she(:
What's 7's Favorite color? HAHA i dont know. blue?
What would you do if 6 confessed she/he loved you? sandra- HAHAHA! i'll scream then go bang my head on the wall.
Fact about 9: wan heng - FUNNIEST merawoodian ive ever known(:
Who is 4 steading with? teow - EEE who will want to stead with POOT/BABA?! hahaha jk. but no one currently(:
who is number 5 to you? vivien - MY BOBO! :D
Would you ever live with 13? TKL - HAHAHA i am alr! she's my husband what.
Is 1 single? belster- yup(: BUT she's so chio she'll get taken up soon. HEH
Where does 7 live? er. mera?
What do you think about 3? simin - BESTIE(: SISTA(: FELLOW BBALLER(: she's super nice. and crazy. and HYPER. yesyes.
What's the best thing about number 8? ben - ? uhm. he gets hyper with darryl? haha.
What do you like about number 11? pris - SHE'S TALL. hahah she's nice(:
Favorite Memory with 13? TKL - uhh. scolding her for having 3 mistresses. yesyes. :D

QUIZ TWO
Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAMES STARTSWITH A "S"
A: simin!(:

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: no number. -_-

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?:
A: "ah alright.. but i cant come down tml so some other time bah." -wz

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: yup(:

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: curly wirly twirly! :D

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOUREGOING TO?
A: uhm. dunno.

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOURLIFE?
A: hmm... THE COOL BEGGAR! :D

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: HAHA, whatever, yeah, no.

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
A: NUGGET(:

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TOSOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: i forgot. to my sis.

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: getting less and less often.

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIEDARKO?
A: HUH?!

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: NO! its a cruel sport.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: HOW I KNOW?

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "ILOVEYOU" AND MEANT IT?
A: ytd. to my parents(:

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?:
A: mugging? heh...

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: erm. basically charcoal. and gen, bubu, pit & er. CHARCOAL.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: uh-huh(:

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THEFAMILY ?
A: ME!

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: YESYESYES!

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: erm. dunno.

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: HAHA no.

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: erm. probably last yr? hahah

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPTBESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
A: ST MARGS!

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: no.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: I AM SAM(: awesomeeee<3

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: er. dunno...

Last
1.Person you saw: my sis
2.Talked to on the phone: nat teow.
3.Hugged: DAD
4. Person u texted: AH GONG.

Today
1. Date:15 sept 06.
2.Got any plans: SLEEP.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: NOTHING. its the weekends!(:

Currently
1. Missing someone: HAHAHA yes. veryvery much(:
2. Mood: not high not low. uhm MEDIUM? hahaha

True or False
I am a morning person: FALSE.
I am a perfectionist: trueeee
I am an only child: false
I am currently in my pajamas: false
I am online 24/7: false.
I can be paranoid at times: true.
I currently regret something that I have done: false
I enjoy talking on the phone: true.
I have a lot to learn: true
I have a secret: uhm. true?

I LIKE QUIZZES. CAUSE THEY'RE FUN(:
FUNFUNFUN. :D

2006-09-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

everybody in sch is going crazy. its unreal. i need a break too.. a getaway to find out who i really am.. (: i wont be blogging till after exams, unless i find the real need to rant, which is the reason i created this blog in the first place. ive got to mug, figure out who i am, and save my darl frens from the eeeevil mojojojo(: wow.. pretty big schedule to fufill! anyhow, i hope tht i'll figure out abt all this stuff. its not exactly worth thinking abt so much with exams around the corner.. i really think vic's right abt it. i shouldnt have done it in the 1st place. but if i didnt do it, i wouldnt have had the best experiences in the world. i wish we were still in that playground swinging around. someone, save the supergirl from the crazy world.... i know you'll miss me :D

will you be her getaway?<3

2006-09-13T05:35:00.000-07:00

YO. hahah i have no idea what to say. hawhaw. i like cookie dough ben&jerry's ice cream? anyhow, tdy i went to STARRRRTHEDEEEE. yesyes. im pretty high now because of a random conversation on my msn. with WZ. HE IS A POOT. so i went ds with sandra to stardee.. saw jarrold. then wanheng came down, watched funny youtube vids.. then came THE POOT. then dunno why all three went to the gym to workout. then watched Mr.Fighting. seriously, mugging days are boring days. i wanna go out.. esp to escape theme park.. its not much but it means alot to me.. and i wanna go to aust. ): NONONONONONONO im supposed to be high. YESYES i should try living in the 30th floor. then i`ll be rather high. :D
I SHOULD BE MORE HIGH THAN EMO RIGHT. yesyes. i know i should. i just cant help it sometimes :P aites. gotta go. ADIOT! (:

2006-09-11T05:52:00.000-07:00

EHHHHH I CANT LOG INTO MSN!
BLAHHH.
btw, the quiz on my previous post? the last part was written in orange so you probably cant see it..

[AHAHA pass this on to 5 peeps! :DWEIZHEEEEE, BENNEEEEEE, SUSHIIIIIIII/T.T", SANDRAAAAAAAA, JOAN TAY! :D ]

yupyup SO GO AND DO!

2006-09-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

AWWWWWW!
no more xboxing or late nights on the computer. no more smsing anytime i want. no more WAKING UP LATE! boohoos. gen hates this cause she belongs to the slackers club): now i needa pack sch bag fer tmr cause i cant seem to find anything): I LOOOOOVE THE HOLIDAYS): now i cant take out the xbox and play burnout or kameo anytime i want. I DO REALISE IVE BEEN BLOGGING ALOT TDY. aites here's something FUN(: frm alyssa's blog. :D

Put your music player on shuffle.Press forward for each question.Use the song title as the answer to the questioneven if they don't make sense.You'll be surprised though..NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today? down by blink 182. [COOOLIOOOOO!]
Will you get far in life? Im only sleeping by oasis [ HAHAHA ]
How do your friends see you? let down by radiohead [ AWWWWW ): ]
Will you get married? Make damn sure by taking back sunday [??]
What is your best friend's theme song? BOSTON by augustana [ nice song(: ]
What is the story of your life? Carousel by blink 182 (:
What was high school like? How to dissapear completely by radiohead [?!?!]
How can you get ahead in life? trouble by oasis! HAHAHA
What is the best thing about your friends? Goodbye tonight by lost prophets?
What is today going to be like? UGLY GIRL!!! AHAHA its a funny song(:
What is in store for this weekend? Ride by lost prophets
What song describes you? HAHA qing fei de yi by harlem yu!
To describe your grandparents? Lips like sugar by coldplay?!
How is your life going? for one day by evermore
What song will they play at your funeral? start of something new(:
How does the world see you? Everytime i look for you by blink 182
Will you have a happy life? Decent days and nights by the futureheads [err. okay life will be pretty decent]
What do your friends really think of you? wake up! hahaha
Do people secretly lust after you? Fix you by coldplay
How can I make myself happy? yellow by coldplay..
What should you do with your life? come home soon by pug jelly?! hahah
Will you ever have children? You only live once. hahaha okay..

AHAHA pass this on to 5 peeps! :D
WEIZHEEEEE, BENNEEEEEE, SUSHIIIIIIII/T.T", SANDRAAAAAAAA, JOAN TAY! :D

2006-09-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

Thank God for great friends. like NAT, SIMIN, BELLE, EUNICE, MOSES, JOASH, NICOL, WEIZHE, WAN HENG, SANDRA. and all others not mentioned because of my STM. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU ALL<3

2006-09-10T00:39:00.000-07:00

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
whats with life & all it's struggles?
here i am helping people and telling them "what's the fun of life without troubles?" then i pop back into my own life.. great parents, great friends, great xbox 360, great laptop. and all i think is that im gna grow up to be some useless person who doesnt have good education... miss.kaur's motivational talk did work for a while, but now it seems just so fake. all for pretence.. ARGHGRAHBLAH. yes it's one of these days again. i just cant seem to do my homework on some days.. no its not a feeling anyone can understand unless you become someone like me. education is just so impt these days i feel im about to drown in this world of competition and no one's gna help me up.... seriously, take a look arnd.. see people asking you not to study and saying "play la exam still so far away!" they just want to get an advantage over you because they're studying behind the scenes so hard and you're slacking away..
bball. argh i suck in it. damn it la i let the chung cheng girl pass me twice earning me the "death sentence" from coach. wtc?? i know im better than her and she runs super slowly la. and yet i still let her pass me..
somehow i think more of the emo stuff than the hyper/good stuff. like all tht bball crap cause im deproving so much.. and the hyper stuff like penguin and ben(: AHAHA they're super funny la. penguin got ben to be ultraaaaaa high nd it was hilarious...
I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT.
yeah thats the main problem with my life.
amibition:???
bball or studies:???
guy A or guy B: ?!?!?!?!?!?
xbox or study: ???????????
friend A or friend B: ????????????????????????
GRAH. i only know i wna go into mass communications.. (: thats one good thing right? i hope.

COME HOME SOON by pug jelly(:
It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time
Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone I'm here to stay
Chorus
I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love
Verse 2
When you're back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes
So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon
(Chorus)
I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love
Bridge:
Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW
(Chorus)
I think, I'm fallin' in love
(slow) I think, I'm fallin' in love

the album title is Motivation For Getting Up In The Morning. how cool(: wait i should change the england to something else huh. oh and the two days too. haha(:

i have a million things to say to you):
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow. <3

oh yeah, and congrats for your TOM(:

2006-09-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

LALALALA im sorry i havent posted in such a long time. im too L-A-Z-Y. yeah.. thats bad huh. ive been playing xbox all the time recently! must hurry play b4 exams come! haha.(: but yeah tmr im gna stardee downstairs with sandra :D

ytd i was in a TERRIBLE mood. veryvery bad for health. it was one of those "i think im really lousy" day. argh. i hate that. okay TODAYYYY was a diff matter(: IM HIGH TDY. hahaha and going downstairs was really really fun.. played bball then it started raining, so went to play CATCHING hahahahah. okay fineeeeeee childish game but not when you play with the merawoodians(: its super funny la.. LALALA im lazy to type somemore. im loading inuyasha on youtube! AHHH I LOVE INUYASHA! AND CODY! AND LONDON! AND TAYLOR LAUTNER! AND JOHNNY DEPP! okok enough. but london is super funny la. i keep doing her "YAY ME" thing! haha.. got many shots in today so im SATISFIED(: one of my random shooting sprees..

INUYASHA REMINDS ME OF YOUUUUUUUU! <3

2006-09-04T05:26:00.000-07:00

Crocodile Hunter Steve Irwin has died after a stringray barb caught him in the chest, reports Australia's The Daily Telegraph.The 44-year-old international TV star was swimming off the Low Isles at Port Douglas filming an underwater documentary when the incident happened. Irwin had a puncture wound to the left side of his chest and he was pronounced dead at the scene. "It is believed that Mr. Irwin collapsed after being stung by a stingray at Batt Reef off Port Douglas at about 11:00 am (0100 GMT). He had been filming a documentary," the Queensland Police Service said. "After being stung by a stingray his crew called for medical treatment and the Queensland medical helicopter responded, however Mr. Irwin had died." D:
IM SERIOUS. its the latest news.. at least he died with his passion.. three seconds of silence for the crocodile hunter): life is just so unpredictable! i guess we just cant take life for granted huh.

2006-09-03T19:43:00.000-07:00

hey! im back again.. just checked my email, and since i hate to forward emails, i`ll just put this here..

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1. This is what he came up with.....
1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6 and threw up. So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 goodness he run away.
10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1

CHEERUP! TO ANYONE WHO'S FEELING EMO TDY OR JUST NEED A LITTE LAUGH!

2006-09-03T19:23:00.000-07:00

HEYLO!
i miss going downstairs okay): not my fault ah wan heng! either im too busy to go or wrong timing. on fri, i couldnt go cause i went for KG, then on saturday.... MY STM IS GETTING THE BETTER OF ME! somebody remind me what i did on saturday can? haha.. i`ll blog again when i rmb. then ytd i went ICE SKATING after church! im hopeless i tell you. and it wasnt as fun as i thought it would be.. yeah. wayne, joash and moses skate super fast la! eunice and i move a few metres then they alr go one round! so pro. then i had to take a train to bukit batok, and mum fetched me frm there and we went to changi airport! i have no idea why i didnt do the same thing i always did when i went there. ahhhhhhhhhh! its fading!!!!! ): fetched dad and kor and then went to auntie carol's hse! KIMBERLY IS SO CUTE! ahaha.. then ate krispy kream doughnuts! they're ultra sweet but they're yummy!(: bought johnny to climb the rocket! and watched some people playing soccer.. THEY RENOVATED THE PARK AT BEDOK!!!): now i have to rely on my hopeless memory again. it was so much fun.. the playground all sandy, the rotating wheel, the seesaws, the four swings...... and all our traps of course! :D I MISS THAT PARK! but now its gone. and it was the bestest park because my cousins and i had so much fun there whenever i stayed over... ):
IM BEING EMO ALL OVER AGAIN. pfft.
HAPPY STUFF
when we got home, we opened the lugguages... THEY BOUGHT TWO BAGS FOR ME!! wahahaha.. and they bought 10 wallets and im supposed to choose one. omg its so cheap there la. [i wont reveal the price ltr u think i very cheapskate hur!] im sooooo going to sydney at the end of the year man. SHOPPING! whoohoo!! i dint know guys like shopping too. but my bro bought so many things! one lugguage was full of CHOCOLATES! WHOAAAA can last me a year man. and STARBURSTSSSS! haha yeah la i'll share share! :D but must give ah gong 1st if not he wont give me my HONGBAO! (:

okay.. im gonna end with some unhappy stuff.. 1,2,3,4,5,6?! no wonder i cant sleep at night. im one crazy girl man.

2006-09-02T02:32:00.000-07:00

somehow we're looking at the same sky, same moon, same sun. yet we're just so far apart. ): im getting emo again. >:(

2006-09-01T20:06:00.000-07:00

HELLOOO
ytd at night i went to Eunice's house! AHAHA it was so FUN! her tablet has some inkball game I WANNA TABLET TOO!(: its so fun la! then can draw here draw there.. i drew the smiley face and i hadnt completed it so it looked like a cyclops! then nicol and i started laughing again.. everytime he asks me to stop laughing then i`ll laugh again then he`ll laugh la! HAHA it was super funny cause when we switched on the tv dunno why there was only channel 8 and SURIA la! then the suria show was SO FUNNY! there were these guys who wore they're pants super high! and there were no subtitles we dint understand a single thing they were saying. so these people wearing red and white came out from some entrance, and i was like "EH why is that GUY........ ITS A GIRL!" then we started laughing again! hahaha i was wondering why that guy was wearing a SKIRT la! then after that we played harry potter cluedo! and its quite fun la. i rolled two hogwarts sign one, which means u only get two cards which are hints or helpful cards to your game like "see another player's culprit cards". but the thing is you cant move cause i wont have any number on the dice since they're both the hogwarts one! so moses was like "HAHA YOU CANT MOVE" and i got a dumbledore card! "go any where u want to" HAHAHA so we all started laughing! then the same thing happened to nicol and moses said the same thing and nicol got the same card! hahah! oh wow im watching pokemon now! so cute la! and my neck is suffering a neck cramp now! PAINNN! EHH!!! I THOUGHT WEI SI LI ONVER ALR?! CHEY! how come still have?! cheat my feelings i nvr watch for so long la. ):
my dad bought a bag for me and he sent me the pictures. haiz.. not nice leh but i dont wanna hurt his feelings.. its not the kind of bag i would be carrying arnd.. so dissapointing but i dont wanna hurt his feelings.. ): its for GUYS not for GIRLS.. grr. actually quite pissed la cause my sis got such a nice bag and mine is super ugly cause kor chose for sis while dad chose for me. ): i guess when i go to sydney then i will buy another one ): AITES GNA WATCH WEI SI LI NOW! TATA! :D

2006-09-01T01:27:00.000-07:00

I AM ONE LAZY PIG. yeah. i slept till 12 tdy! YAYEEES! 6 hours later than usual.. now here i am in my room chatting to people online and im eating HERSHEEEEYS! milk chocolate cookies! YUMMAYE. does anyone eat hersheys kisses like me? i eat all the chocolate 1st then i crunch on the cookies.. haha or when im eating ferrero rocher i eat the outer layer 1st then crack the wafer into half where the line is, eat the nut, then the chocolate, then the wafer? hahah i like to do that. WE SHOULD ALWAYS ENJOYYY CHOCOLATES! (: they make people happy. :D and does anyone have the same uncanny experience as me? i seem to dream abt thing which happen in the future.. last year i dreamt that i was crapping with some girl in sch uniform but i dint know her then.. this year, the exact thing happened! and that girl was nat teow, and the reason why i dint know who she was was because she only transfered this year! cool eh? and i dreamt of some other events too.. it was just for a while.. just an image or maybe a few words.. and they actually came true! just wondering, when u dream, do you control it or let it be? i can kinda control my dreams. like if i want something to happen, i`ll just control it like im the narrator or something.. and i go back to slp if i wake up frm my dream accidentally hoping that i`ll re-enter it again.. hmm. does anyone do that too?

2006-08-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

HAHA these avatars are to cheer any sad person tdy! personally i like all of them.. i just burst out laughing at all of them cause they're hilarious. except for the third one.. but yeah the rest are pretty funny.. if u didnt know, ROFL stands for rolling on the floor laughing. yup..

i went to vic's sch cause i dint go hpps as i thought there were very few pple going.. BUT THEN IN THE END SO MANY PPLE WENT TO HPPS LA. ARGH. forget it. but anyway vic's frens are nice laaaaaaaa.. haha can rmb a few of their names... sheryl, ziyi, betty, emmanuel, renzo.. and others la but i cant rmb.. haha.. yeah so just slacked arnd in the RAINY DAY, and out came... JAGUAR!!! vic ran away to hide! hahaha SO FUNNY. okay he definitly went to my primary sch to play bball for a while lor. his face like some hong kong actor! LALALA (:

gotta go! :D

2006-08-30T06:23:00.000-07:00

BEAUTIFUL SAVIOR.

Jesus, beautiful savior,

God of all majesty, risen king.

lamb of God, holy and righteous,

blessed redeemer, bright morning star,

all the heavens shout your praise.

all creation bows to worship you,

how wonderful how beautiful,

name above every name, exalted high.

How wonderful, how beautiful.

Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus.

i will sing, forever.

Jesus i love you,

Jesus i love you.

i will sing, forever,

Jesus i love you

Jesus i love you.

LALALA tmr is teacher's day alr! must rmb to bring PE shirt for stupid ACES day thing. ARGH. fortunately, there is no CME tmr anyway, so there's no need to stay back till 1.35! but still, i`ll be late for whatever meeting or gathering 6A is gna have. ahh wells. not that they'll exactly care. I FEEL LIKE GOING TO VIC'S SCH! her frens are super fun la. but the only thing is, THEY KEEP SPEAKING CHINESE! ): oh well. shall see whether the HPPS pple are still in sch before i go.. i made teachers' day presents! hahahah i used mum's $ to buy all those chocolates and there are so many left over! heh. this means i get to take all the chocolate!(: kor and dad called tdy... I WANT A STUSSY BAG! hope kor buys alot of chocolate too! AHAHA im too crazy abt chocolate.

COMON GET UP, THE KING IS HERE, THERES SOMETHING HAPPENING IN THE ATMOSPHERE!

haha im listening to planetshakers so thats where all the lyrics come frm(:

i dunno whther i should show my mum my progress report. im not sure whether i did well):

eng- 64.5 B4!!!

chinese- 68.5 B3! not bad alr for a anti chi lang person!

maths- 70.9 A2!!! SUPER HAPPY(:

science 55 C5. WTC. ):

geog- 62 B4): what happened to my IH?!

lit- 72 A2(:

home econs- 66.5 B3. okay luh. i also nvr study. hahaha

arts- 72 A2! (:

AHAHAHAHAHA i got highest in lvl in art(: but there are so many other pple who scored 72 too. SIGH.

okayyyyy i shall have to study my science. MR GOH PLEASE GIVE ME ONE MORE MARK! so i can get my A2 in that test PLEASEEE? *gives act cute eyes*.

I INSIST THAT PREGNANCY CAUSES THE EXPECTED DATE OF MENSTRUATION TO CHANGE!

you did not state the particular date, therefore it could mean 2 years, 9 months or even one week is a change of the date! since menstruation still continues after pregnancy, the answer that we give is valid! GRR. at least just give us the mark luh. :D

aites ive decided to show mummy my progress report. HERE GOS! wish me luck(:

2006-08-29T03:18:00.000-07:00

HEYLO!

i reached home pretty early tdy.. gotta study fer maths test tmr! surprisingly, my results are not as bad as they seem! haha (: lucky.. im not lagging in any of the subjects.. and im doing pretty well in maths!!!! :D

hooked on a song "brave" now... okay it's kinda 'girl' [weizhe's term] hahah.. yup im gonna upload it using radioblogclub.. but the bridge kinda ruined the song! ): and i wanna put god shaped hole and redeemer too! okay let me rate according to my taste

redeemer!
brave!
god shaped hole [im kinda sian of the song alr]

AWWW redeemer cant be found on radioblogclub. so i`ll put in a song called MIXTAPE! ive gotten sian of it alr but i think its a song you`ll really like after listening to it for a while(: and im gonna put take it all too! its a really hyper song! :D

im still unsure of christ....

EMO STUFF! [stay out]

i dont know why but i have a bad feeling this is going to turn out bad.. you didn't have to lie you know. and your lie was pretty obvious cause i knew i talked to her last night and we crapped so much i knew eveything was okay again. but why did u lie?! i hope you're not trying to cause a rift between us cause i think you're becoming more and more un-trustworthy.. i just cant seem to trust you anymore.

i think im horrible sometimes. i dont consider other people's feelings sometimes and i might go overboard with my jokes but i just want everyone to know I DONT MEAN WHAT I JOKE OKAY! so dont take my jokes seriously.

HAPPY STUFF!

cool beggar and vivien were funny tdy. okok maybe we should stop the 'beggar' thing or nat teow is gna become upset with us! hahah.. anyhowww, i feel like going downstairs tdy.. I MISS BBALL! and i know it misses me too :D :D :D im gna eat my cookies and cream choc soon cause its in the fridge and its super tempting. if im going downstairs then i shall SHARE! :D but then i gta see who's going downstairs 1st..(: I CAN TIE MY HAIR NOW! but the pony tail is supersuper short la. like.. er 5cm or something?! probably shorter D: its gna be a long time b4 i can finally tie up my hair again.

aites gtg! i have a joke to cheer u guys up! tell me when u want to listen to it(:

2006-08-28T01:56:00.000-07:00

just came back from sch...
super irritated of artificial friendships. i just have so many of them.. is it because im at fault or is it because they are?! so many people have changed since i've known them.. i hope my other frens dont change though.. like the low class nat teow and fellow MASTER vivien! :D haha nat u better not hit me tmr arh! i still have to hit you one more time on the head, poke u once on the shoulder and something else. aw shucks i forgot! haha..
i just realised there are actually very few pple reading my blog after i changed the URL. sad huh. hahaha but i dont mind cause i just rant here(: lalala anyone know's how to put a song into yr blog?? teach me! haha. soon! i still have to do newspaper report and the prodots situational writing. its due tmr. shucks.
everytime i wanna write about you, the one who i know will always be there for me, im just so afraid that my trust for you is not enough. am i worthy enough to be a christian? i dont listen to messages, and i find class boring and meaningless. somebody advise me! ):
okay gotta go do tuition homework! TATA!(:

2006-08-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

im sorry i havent blogged in such a long long long time.. i've got so much work to do i have no idea what im doing online!

CME presentation!
prodots report!
maths whole of qn 2!
tuition homework!
IH workbook!
map of malaysia for ifolio!
Eng file!

guess what. they're all due tmr. IM SO DEAD. seriously.. i hate having tuition la. waste my time! GRR.

okay good news and bad news.. good news is, I HAVE PICTURES TO UPLOAD! heh.. bad news is... i've gotta rant abt something 1st..

why in the world are u still there? staying at the place where we didnt even begin, and wanting to talk when i dont even want to talk to u and u just gotta keep checking.. i told you i didnt wnt u to.. is it my fault or yours? because u didnt listen and got into this mess, or because i led u into it? [ when i didnt because i told the total truth all the time ] i told you in the beginning. i told u again and again and again. you just told me you would rather stay there. ?!

okay back to HAPPY things. i talked to pop! hahahaha yes.. he's in aust with my bro.. so RANDOM okay. they just went off after having a small talk on his birthday dinner one week ago! haha.. and i talked to someone else too! my fren from perth.. he's super ultra tall now! he used to be 153 when i last saw him.. he's 167 now.. he says he can almost dunk.. that means he can jump super high! but he used to be a gymnast, so cant blame him luh. haha(: another TALL-IE. haha.. im super jealous! wonder if junwen can slam dunk.. he's one of the tallest people i know! OH YEAH eh weizhe & amanda! we're supposed to fetch them huh! hahah(:

TIME FOR CRAZY PICTURES! :D

uhm. where are the pictures?! i cant seem to upload them. [edit]

anyway, AUGUST ALIVE was really fun tdy! the bond was starting to fade away after church camp... but it came back again tdy.. it was really fun to talk nd do random things nd tell jokes to the church clique.. nicol kept trying to trip me la! and he kept hitting my back making me think that he pasted some masking tape with funny phrases like "kick me" & others! haha.. joash was funny too.. i said EE cause nicol was eating his marshmallows in STAGES, and joash said EE at the same time.. then joash said " THAT girl is wearing a singlet! " [referring to anthea] then nicol and i started laughing like crazy.. fun times like these i never forget(: eunice is a really nice person! i just thought i should say that :D lala and pris has been renamed "canadian paedophilic uncivilised longkang" by joan and i. hehehe.. but seriously, i hope this bond between us never ends or breaks apart.. I LOVE U GUYS(:

2006-08-26T01:09:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA i just used VEET! omg it's so cool. yeah i've nvr used any cosmetic product before but it's really super cool! all the hair will squigle up and become frizzy! hahah i did it on my toes mind you. so do not ask me where i used it. but yeah anyway i went to nat teows hse just now to do CME project. ARGH teachers should have some log book for homework on how much homework the students are getting! GRR
AHHH MOM'S IN THE ROOM! ADIOS.

2006-08-24T03:21:00.000-07:00

HEY!

haha havent posted for super long. this post is gonna be quite short cause i've gotta study for sci test tmr on sexual reproduction. i've decided to adopt. yeah its pretty gross looking at aborted babies and all that.......

SO ANYWAY, my mood this week has been happy, angry and frustrated.. ive decided to really stardee hard and get into the stream of my choice.. no more going downstairs or slacking on the couch.. I GOTTA MUG WHEN I STILL HAVE TIME!

wht miss.kaur said tdy to the class really woke me up. i live day by day not caring abt homework nor tests... how is it beneficial to me? ive always thought that i should have as much fun as possible to make like meaningful.. maybe peoples' definition of life are all different.. but NOWWWW im gonna strive real hard and i hope im not gonna crash. if u see me slacking remind me to STARDEE aites?

there are so many assignments to do! im getting super stressed and a few pple in my class are alr mugging super hard la! and my math graded assignment was so CARELESS! i could have gotten full marks la. i just wrote 225 as 300 and i forgot to label the line. GRR! so zibei. this feeling is worse than getting below 20.

anyway, these few days ive been really happy cause you've been online.. either cause you knw or you're just coming online for fun.. but why did it go away? i`ll need to think abt it for a while ):

<3> im off to mug my science!

2006-08-20T01:24:00.000-07:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! the post which i typed has just been erased. SHEET. ARGH. anyway, if u guys havent seen me online in a while, my laptop was sent to my daddy's office to be fixed. its super screwed... my bro put a password to his com! which means i cant use it secretly while he's not at home now.. ): boohoos. so until i get back my laptop, i shall have to use this pockai computer temporarily.. i cant even see my tagboard and my blog itself! ): okay shall talk abt SHOWTIME!
FRIDAYYYY
supersuper fun! i LOVE showtime cheerleaders man.. i havent had so much fun in a long time! so we went to mediacorp and 9.45, [ skipped sch. hehe.] then went to the holding area there.. we hadnt thought of our cheer actions la! hahah everything was so last minuted and everybody kept scolding us! yup.. did u know u have to go through so many rehearsals even for a one hr show like showtime? we only went back at 10pm! they keep retaking scences if they're not good so it consumes alot of time. also, there's this grp of JJC cheerleaders, boys and girls and they have the NUMBERS! 20+ of them.. and every single one of them are HIGH okay. we only had 11! not that we dint have enough pple, but then the teacher dint want so many pple. yup..
so when we cheered, they called us KANASAI! tmd. after lunch i was getting high so i started this "st margs bomb, st margs bomb, st margs bomb to JJ bomb!" thn JJC bombed westwood and they had no reaction la! lousy westwood pple. yeah so after tht we were better abit alr. then TOMMY and suan woo came to the st margs area and they were like, lets play HAIDAI! so i played with tommy and simin played with suan woo.. super funny la! i won tommy in the 1st action twice in a row and in the 3rd action once! 3-0! hahahah.. so we got to know them better and im known as some ah ma thing by tommy?! haha super stupid in the end he became the AH MA. and after that when the performers came back, st margs wanted to cheer again so we did YAM SENG! haha okay its not a cheer but its pretty fun right? so when we were doing halfway, AH MA and the JJC pple ran to our area and did the yam seng thing with us la! hahaha.. then he got bullied by all of us :D hahaha we were saying we're all youngsters and he's the AHMA sweeping the floor! hahaha.. then we had some cheering competition! tommy is a really good leader and he has a super loud voice la! hahaha.. westwood as usual was super. er. dead la. hahaha yes. JJC was super lame! they did a veryvery short cheer! so guess what? i did started doing this cheer which tommy taught us b4 the "competition". you put yr left hand in, u put yr right hand in, u put yr left had in, u put yr right hand in * then u put ur hands in the 'W' shape and say* whatever, whatever, whatever, whatever! haha! n tommy high fived with me cause he was the one who taught us that cheer. yup.. so in the end JJC pple turned out to be really nice pple.. its really a pity they got last though... ): they're previous one was good.. so actually, even though cheerleaders only appear for a few seconds, they're actually more involved in the show than those pple in the audience who turn up at 6.45pm.. we are held in a waiting room which is ultra big with some big tv so we dont watch with the audience.. so if u want to see me, watch channel 8 at 8pm for ITS SHOWTIME! :D oh and the JJC pple are the first to go.. tommy is the one in front who's super high! haha yup.. and westwood's performance was super good.. theyre SILENT KILLERS i tell you.
anyhow, it was sad to leave mediacorp cause we knew we wouldnt see the JJC pple again.. so i said goodbye and took pics with suan woo and tommy! u`ll get to see `em when simin finally sends me the pictures! (: oh. but something cheered me up.. on the way out, i saw this talll guy who`s super shuai and he looked familiar! after that i told sentosa "eh that person quite shuai right!" and she was like.. THATS SHAN WEE! and i was dumbfounded! I SAW SHAN WEE WALKING TO THE RADIO STATION BLOCK! AHHHHHHHHH! so tall and shuai! :D nd lynn was super funny! when she realised who he was, she said super loudly, "SHAN WEE!" and he turned arnd! hahaha she quickly turned back and continued walking! haha..
AITES this post is so long i shall not post abt ytd.
TDY
moses said there was the "WAHWAH" thing but i dint hear it! haha.. nothing much, we went to warren golf club to eat.. and i got chocolates frm my angel/mortal! THANKS KELLY! <3

2006-08-17T06:23:00.000-07:00

hahaha I TELL YOU, so many people have the FLU la! i brought one tissue packet to sch (the bigbig paseo one) and i used half of it! WHOA. thanks for the well wishing in sch and on my tagboard! APPRECIATED(: im well now, but im still having slightly sore throat and mum just gave me toblerone to eat.. the white one.. the chocolate's too sweet! i`ll stick to kinder bueno and twix and boost and maltesers! :D
america`s next top model is a NICE show. and speaking of tht, tdy we had debate! however, i dint take part this time because i dint have enough confidence in myself.. if u asked me to crap, i can give u one huge load of it.. but speaking in the CHEAM and profound way? SORRAYE! hahaha.. i like to talk though. alot(:
heh heh. tmr im going fer SHOWTIME! im in the cheer grp! which means i get to leave class at 9.05! :D *super big grin* enough stress frm classes alr! and i hate homework. it freaks me out! yup.. i`ve gotta do my math graded assignment! aha lucky i have very little left! i have to hand it up in the morning(:
i just started not to like somebody in my class. she`s getting rather extra now, and she didnt use to be like that. ahh wells, people change dont they?
SUNDAYYYYYY remains a secret(: heh. u wont want to knw the details of it. :D
I LOVELOVELOVE yellow by coldplay! look at the stars.. look how they shine for you. AWESOME! :D
okay i gotta do my homework now, or i`ll nvr be done with it. hopefully though, i wont be given warning pnts for all that late work! D:
ADIOS!

2006-08-15T06:08:00.000-07:00

HEY!
hah i was supposed to blog ytd but my tuition teacher came and after he had gone i needed to do HOMEWORK): ohmymy i have alotttt of homework due okay! i bet u im gonna gain warning points. AH! i still havent done my newspaper report. GRR. i miss sec one so much! slack like crazy. now "slack" has been changed to "study" OH! they have the same number of letters and they both start with 's'. how ironic. but seriously, there are so many sch assignments due! i probably wont be able to finish `em. like the MATH assignment, which i`ll do tdy. and the CME project and HE project and so many other projects! this fri im going fer the "chuang yi zheng ba sai" which is something like chao ji bianbianbian, a really popular japanese show which interesting and super creative!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jM7H5885Uaw
thats the URL..
grr i hate homework. and i have the anti-crush syndrome passed frm wz! :D
so anyway, ive been doing so many things. i went for planetshakers concert which was not bad but kinda squeezy.. i lovelovelove the song 'always and forever' and 'majesty'! my bro bought the CD! and he got their autographs la! so cool xD what we (merawoodians) did that day: went for prata, but NO PRATA! ): then went to marina sq to meet amanda(: haha the movie ticket line was loooooong. so we went to MAKAN! and we spent 1 hr ranting abt mousy-duck. heh. it was so funny i almost spit out my pepsi! the wanheng impersonations and " I SEE MOVEMENT!" AHAHA! then the concert, where this girl with pompy hair blocked my view!!): GRR. yup. i saw sunny, ernest, dash, valerie, ocampo, nicole & charmaine! haha so many people! and claudia berna nd nat too!(: weizhe`s frens are nice people... haha i only rmb 3 of them though.. junwen the talltall one, wenqiang and sam! hahaha sam is really funny! :D he hugged wz and ben in a.... very hilarious way. haha yup.
IM SICK! ahaha yes. and im in my jammies i havent worn for AGES. can u believe it?! im wearing jammies! hahahaha.. i caught a flu bug and put it in my pocket. hahah ok i`ll stop crapping. it seems im getting high under this huge pile of tissue paper! i need to do my homework! but i have no mood):
im especially happy for wht happened on sunday! heh. its a secret! :D
okay i need to force myself to do that hideous pile of homework awaiting me. TATA!

2006-08-10T00:06:00.000-07:00

I`ll wait it out. for you i will <3

2006-08-09T22:57:00.000-07:00

i seriously do not understand why he is such a JERK.
sad to say, everybody agrees. jumping arnd like some headless monkey and using other people`s name as if he doesnt have one. and thinking every girl belongs to him. GRR GET LOST LA. he makes everyone pissed at his sarcastic and FAKE remarks. DESPICABLE&DETESTABLE.

anyway, CAN ANYONE HELP ME HERE?! im in a dilema. a serious one at that. to wait or not to wait? right now im gonna continue waiting until he comes back... ahh so far away.. ): i want to go there now! somebody get me a teleporter for my christmas present please?

<3L.O.V.E

2006-08-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

i saw that picture again and it made me SADDDDD):
seriously, witwaydiac?? ): grr. sometimes a blog isnt really much good unless its anonymous. which mine isnt. so i cant rant abt things which are rather private in fact. in which i mean abt * ( name protected for PRIVACYYY ) haha get what i mean??

ILOVEYOU! <3 & i wish we`d nvr have to be apart again.

2006-08-03T01:55:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOO!
ben i did not not grow because of cheese prata.
haha okay.. ytd`s musical was really nice la.. angel can actually sing! wow. but breeze was better.. her voice was sooooo sweet!
so happy that so many teachers dint come ytd.. we had pratically half day.. then today also ms.kaur dint come.. i think she`s sick.. GET WELL SOON(: (not like u`ll ever see this :P)
then after that we planned to go to esplanade but we went to CLEMENTI cause nat teow wanted to see *.. damn funny la! SO FAR AWAY HOW TO SEE?! ): i spent $4 for nothing. after that took MRT home and nat and i were like "beware of molesters!!!" hahaha.. then i dropped b4 her but she still had her phone.. which meant she could still call and sms *... then i went to the interchange and i just missed 173): UNLUCKYYY. but then another uncle came and started up another 173! so fast la! so i happily went up.. went home then came down to play bball at abt 7... im supersuper addicted to "mixtape" now.. :D

today was kinda sucky cause i got back my maths results.. 17/30): SHEET. im almost failing my math! ): anyway had lit test tdy.. i have some of confidence of good marks for tht test, but so do the other pple.. ): its a sad sad week. but i still cant wait to go for planetshakers concert! havent gone out in a long time.. i wnt to go out with nat teow on national day! the celebration one.. because by the time i get to HPPS, everybody would be GONE. seriously la! haha.. i`ll meet them at pizza hut then.. if they`re going :P

aites.. anyway, im gonna play bball now.. (: i just wanna be happy.

GRRR you keep coming online then going offline. im gonna go crazy. ):

2006-08-01T04:54:00.000-07:00

IM TALKING ONLINE TO *****
:D im extremely happy(:
hahah
anyway, played bball tdy.. with the hong kong pple.. SO PRO! *minute of admiration*
haha.. i cant wait to go fer the planet shakers concert even though its like.. EXTRA early! haha but tht is to get good seats right? haha...
GRR my sister`s phone is super irritating la! everytime a message comes, it goes "HARDO GAYYYY! WHOOOOO!" wah. and that happened many times alr. so noisy! my sis is so forgetful la.. forget to bring her phone to sch.. HERE IT COMES AGAIN! "HARDO GAYYY! WHOOOO!" haha. anyway, tmr is half day cause of MUSICAL! yes! can STAR DEE!!! still need to do the home econs stuff la.. pamphlet and the coursework.. ):
aites i need to go now! another joke. what do u call a paralyzed prawn? ask me and you`ll find out (:

2006-07-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

WATASHIWA GENEVIEVE DESU!
tht means my name is genevieve! haha in jap. (:
ben ask wz fer the answer!!! hahah.. i played bball tdy.. was kinda fun cause i got to shoot alot.. haha the guys were playing the whateveryoumaycallit game. haha again!
i got an email!! AHHHHH!!!!!!(:(:(:(:(:(:(: im one lucky girl.
tdy`s maths test was so ARGH! haha.. i dint know the answers to so many qns la! I AM SO STUPID MAN. actually i dint study so.. tht might be the cause of it(: haha today was so free! only assembly, then mrs tey`s lesson (which r usually really good) then recess ( i ate ALOT ) then art (batik! it was fun!) then eng ( ms kaur dint come because she had to help out in the musical) then lunch then TEST):
i went home after tht because i had chi tuition.. yup..
LADEEDUMS!
i feel like eating papadums.
hahaha okay im bored alr. shall blog tmr! ADIOS!(:

2006-07-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

haha ah gong`s info on the planetshakers concert is damn funny la! haha "hcbc" instead of "fcbc", then at ESPLANADE! hahaha.. its at EXPO! anyway, i just realised tht i havent revealed the answer to tht joke. its "TAMPINES" if u do not know wht it is, pronounce it syllabus by syllabus. do not ask me!
anyway, i played bball at 4.. till 8.. about there.. haha MY LEFT EAR HURTS! because when i was washing my face, i sprayed the water at full blast at it hit my ear. ouch.
& i havent studied for tht maths test!!! DIEDIEDIE!!! im so dead la. i better ask nat ng tmr.. SHE`S MY TUTOR(: dont steal!!!
LALALA aites will blog again tmr. if i have the time(: tata!

2006-07-29T23:18:00.000-07:00

SUP? ( haha thts wht joan says )
today was better than ytd.. so far.. haha i went arnd telling everyone abt the TELETUBBY joke.. and pris told a sick joke.. haha i`ll type it here. [ which MRT station has five men and five boys? ] i`ll tell u at the end of the post...
ytd`s thing isnt settled yet.. GRR. im still pissed at tht jerk.
tdy there was youth breakfast and then service.. @ service joan drew a really cute fish/pirahna(sp?) on my hand.. ITS RED & WATCH OUT CAUSE IT CAN BITEEE! :D
then went to 7/11 and bought chips.. RUFFLES! yummy.. then went to west mall with mum, dad and sis.. so anyway, i pierced my ears. yes(: haha finally!!! but actually im not supposed to wear earrings during bball.. how?? the earrings are super expensive lah! $119.80 please. and i had to pay myself. DAMN! and it took up most of the $150 tht ah por gave me GRR. and the solution cost $9.00! tht woman at bdazzle must be happy earning three times of that since my sis and my mum bought earrrings and solution too. well at least its done.
wht happened next was hilarious. i held my jacket up so dad couldnt see one ear, and he went to see other stuff so he came back after i pierced.. then i asked him "Daddy wht will u do if i pierced two holes?" then he was like "HUH?" and my sis repeated the qn fer me.. then he said " I WILL BE VERRRY ANGRY WITH U!" with tht chou lian! hahah i think he really thought for one minute tht i pierced two holes! HAHA then my sis and i told him we were just joking and dad bought me MUAH CHEE! yummy!
cousins are over fer awhile.. and the sky is becoming BLACKER every minute! ): i cant swim till 24 hrs.. sian.
aites blog again ltr BYEBYE!

2006-07-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

OMGGGG!
grr what in the world just happened???
@#$!%^*
I HATE YOU. SICKENING IDIOT WITH A CHERRY ON TOP. ARGH! ):

i just came back frm ah ma`s hse. and the person mentioned on top has nothing to do with anyone i saw today. so its not anyone frm my family. try not to guess cause u`re probably not gonna know who it is.

anyway, AH GONG WHY UR TAGBOARD NOT WORKING???? ):

I AM SUCH IN A MESS.

and im slightly happy because mum said i could probably go for the planetshakers concert. okay will blog more tmr.. ): byebye

2006-07-28T20:15:00.000-07:00

AHAHA i haven`t been posting huh. haha lazy larhhh..

STUPID LAH im not allowed to go to sch today and i cant go out tomoro.

SORRY JARROLD):

yeah anyway, i really hope mum allows me to go fer the planet shakers concert thing... i wanna go so bad! i ordered tix alr.. fer ben, manda, nat teow, vivien and jarrold.. yup.. lucky ah gong going too.. if not i also dun wanna go larh. MY AH GONG ROCKS MAN.

ahaha yes if u see this please make sure ur head doesnt swell! haha(:

anyhow im glad i have great friends. nat teow, michelle, vivien, nat ng, basketballers, merawoodians, and church frens. (: i love u all!

sent an email. havent received a reply yet.. absolutely stunned by the one tht **** did reply to though...

hmm lets see wht i should blog abt.. ytd had training and we played captain`s ball.. FUN!! but TKL got slightly injured.. PUT ICE ARH!(: then simin went home nd the game was SO UNBALANCED! then belle went home too): the nicenice musical pple like ALYSSA and MY SUN NUs gave me a pkt of food.. I LOVE U GUYS! haha yes and VIC ate my chicken crispy skin larh!! grrr. HAHA!

im listening to 'for u i will' by teddy geiger.. "im gonna muster every confidence i have, for you i will."

i hate going back and forth with my feelings. grr.. thinkthinkthink. i dont know wht i wnt anymore. im just so confused at everything abt us tht i dont even wnt to think abt it but i just do. just give me one reply.

to: u know who u are;

please return it. i really wnt it back. stop it. stop all this nonsense and just give it back. it doesnt matter wht u wnt anymore.

aites. enough of all these emo stuff!(: I JUST REALISED MY LINKS ARENT WORKING! ahaha im lazy to change them all larh.. okok see 1st! hahaha(:

I WANNA PLAY BBALL AND GET AS HIGH AS I GOT DURING ENG LESSON!

NAT TEOW get well soon my bestie! drink lotsa water! IM NICE!(: ahaha and the triumph joke is NOT FUNNY! hahahah yes. sch seems horrible without the hyper you. i cant stand being hyper myself and not hearing your LUNATIC laughter! come back to sch soon okay? VIVIEN & I MISS U LOADS!

EH I CANT SEEM TO UPLOAD OUR PICS LAH. ): okay shall try next time..

i want to go fer planetshakers concert! TATA :D

2006-07-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

HEYLO!
yay my new blog is finally up! ive just been bitten by a mosquito FIVE TIMES CAN! ): i dont like. anyway, today i talked alotalot of crap with nat teow la.. dun really feel like typing. let me think of what to say 1st.. OH OKAY. im demonstrating for mass stretch on thursday.. JUST FOR THE CCA POINTS! omg how cheapskate can i get..
tomoro theres a match against newtown.. hope we win, but they`re players are super super talllllll.. but they`re skills are lousy. hahaha(: today there was training and it was really slack cause coach wasnt there.. i wanna play high sch musical! ITS SO NICE LA! i saw the 1st part..
i have seriously nothing else to say. ben says to wait for something interesting. AITES. this is a really short post. haha BYE LA.